I HAD A STILL BRON AND I THINK MY DR KILL MY SON?

I WENT INTO LABOR 8-25-08 AND MY DR STOP MY LABOR BECAUSE MY SON WAS GOING TO COME TO SOON LIKE A WEEK AND SHE GAVE ME EVERY THING FOR PAIN AND GAVE ME SOME THING TO MAKE ME SLEEP AND GAVE ME A LOT THING I CAN NOT SPELL OR SAY PUT IT LIKE THAT AND MY SON P AWAY 8-30-08 I DO NOT NO WHAT TO DO AND I THINK I AM HAVEING A BABY NOW AND IT HURT ME TO LOOK AT MY BODY KNOWING THAT A BABY MAYBE ON THE IN SIDE OF ME .