How do I deal with a gender identity problem? I look very masculine yet I don't like being seen that way.?

Well, I think the true issue is how do you adjust to who you are, when you'd rather be someone else? It's not a token response to tell you that therapy could help. People go to therapy sometimes to change, but sometimes to adjust their thinking to accept the reality they must learn to live with. I think the second applies to you. I read the whole thing and looked at your photos. I think I understand exactly what you want, which is to be the opposite of what you are. That doesn't seem likely, so next best thing, learn to be more accepting of who you are.